海容(Forgiveness)

It's been a long time I didn't write the blogs. Lots of thing happens in my life until I got confused in once. All of it affecting every parts of my life. Met someone that could make me regret and always think "why I should meet this person?"

"Why we could become a friend?"

"Why should I deal with that person over and over?"

Why, why, and why….always appear in my mind. I can't find the right answer for everything that I've found. The more I thought, the answer become more confusing. Maybe, the best thing to do is not thinking about that. But yet, I can't deny it from my mind because I'm live so I can't stop thinking. Someone said that the best thing to do is accept it and forgive that person. FORGIVE, it's a word that I could type and said easily but it's hard to be done. The funny fact, I found those two words in Japanese 「海容」, it means forgiveness. But when I look deeper to those two words, I found that it's a combination of words that no one could do it easily. Forgiveness which written in that kanji means tolerance as vast as an ocean. When you look to the meaning of that word, you'll find how hard to do it and it almost impossible for human. Does anybody have a capacity like that?